The feeling is $!@%#^##$&$^^$##

It always seems that whenever someone close to you feels down, you will also feel the same. And when you don't know what seems to be the problem, you just kept thinking and thinking. You wished you could do something about it, but you just can't. Feeling useless, you start to blame yourself, "Why didn't you just go and ask?" You answered to yourself, I didn't had the courage to. Were you afraid that the answer had something to do with you or you just can't be bothered.

Sometimes, I'd just wish that you could come up to me and tell me all your problems. Sometimes, I hope that you knew, I would by your side to share the joy or the tears. I just wish the term "girlfriend" is just not a status but a real company that you could rely and depend on.