Another day

Its 2 : 17 am right now, eyes swelling, nose runny. It is quite funny to see how relationships can balance. I'm just wondering how fragile is a relationship or rather the understanding and trust in the both parties. I just wonder how much he understands what I want and what I need. Whenever there's an argument, I just hope for words of comfort or just plain sweet talking. I don't wanna hear I'm sorry. I just needed a kiss or a hug or just " Don't angry my dear"," I'm here for you". I don't reply because I just felt so empty, so emotionless and yeah, you get angry when i don't reply. What happened to the anxiousness of hoping an answer. What happened to the lovey dovey words. Today i felt miserable, tomorrow I would feel gloomy. A sentence for you, "I love you, I'm sorry and I'll never let you go."